run away with me

i'm going to drive north and not stop til i'm happy.




i interviewed for this job in santa monica. i really want it, but i haven't heard back from them yet. i'm tired of doing sales, and i don't really want to sit in an office for 8 hours typing.
i want to quit school. i hate it. i really don't think people understand. i know everyone complains about school, but there are no words to describe how much i hate going to FIDM. i'm not trying to say it's a bad school, because it's not. it just isn't what i want to do...and i really, really hate the drive to downtown la.
i am really hoping for this job in santa monica. i would make enough money that i could move out, or enough that i could save up and then run away.
not run away from my problems, but run away to a place that makes me happy.

honestly, other than because of a few people, why am i staying here?

i would say my family, but i don't even see them! i saw them more when i didn't live here. move away from family=see them more. lame, huh?
after my dad died everyone was all about spending more time with family....for about a month. glad he could teach us a good lesson.

i just want to go to the beach,read my book, listen to music...maybe just start driving...