hawaii is lucky.

i don't think you realize how much i'm going to miss you.

my life

dear friends, shit talkers and everyone else...

i want to let you all know that i love my life. see me how you will, i'm not going to change and i'm happy with who i am.
don't call me a slut, or something along the lines of a slut, just because i have a lot of guy friends and am really close with a few.
don't judge my friends. i've learned to surround myself only with people who bring out the best in me. we all have our flaws, but there's a reason i'm friends with them and not friends with people like you.
my friends out here are some of the best friends i've ever had. they make me the happiest i've ever been. they are the realest toward me than anyone i've ever met.
i'm happy here and if you're not one of the people i'm referring to above, i really don't care what you think.
i think i'll stay this way for a while.

sincerely,
me


and since i'm talking about good friends...

yesterday i was asked something that is probably one of the nicest things a friend could ever ask. i was talking about how when the boys get back from their hawaii/new zealand adventure i want to see them the day the return, and out of the blue adam asks me something along the lines of "when you get married, since you don't have your dad to walk you down the aisle, can i walk you down the aisle and give you away? ...as long as the guy isn't a douchebag."
it may sound weird, but i think that would be amazing.
i can't think of a better person to take that spot.