where did you go?

what happened to the boy who told me "make him buy you ice cream"?



-it's raining in my room.
-i keep getting phone calls from some financial company and they're not even looking for me.
-i'm extremely confused about the opposite sex.
-i feel like i have 2 moms lately...one is enough, thank you.
-i'm pretty much broke. <---my fault. i could try harder to find a second job, but it is frustrating since i already have a job, i'm just not scheduled til the end of february.
-i almost got caught in a lie about going to san francisco next weekend, but i came clean. now i feel better and i don't have to worry about using my credit or ATM card up there.
-i went through something the past few days that i'm not going to tell you about, but @^*&*^&)#(*#@! grrrrr! <-- this leads back to being confused about the opposite sex.

sigh.

"Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return."
-T.H. White