oh and...

happy birthday mom!

like i said, you don't look 60!










p.s.
the new lily allen cd:
at first i thought it was just okay, but now it's really starting to grow on me.

who'd of known?

a week ago, i probably would have told you you were nuts.



it's five o'clock in the morning
conversation got boring
you said you'd go into bed soon
so i snuck off to your bedroom

and i thought i'd just wait there
until i heard you come up the stairs
and i pretended i was sleeping
and i was hoping you would creep in with me

put your arm around my shoulder
and it was as if the room got colder
and we moved closer in together
started talking about the weather

said tomorrow would be fun
we could watch a place in the sun
i didn't know where this was going
when you kissed me

are you mine?
are you mine?
'cause i stay here all the time
watching tele, drinking wine
who'd of known?
who'd of known?
when you'd flash up on my phone
i'd no longer feel alone
no longer feel alone

i haven't left here for days now
and i'm becoming amazed how
you're quite affectionate in public
in fact your friend said it made her feel sick
and even though it's moving forward
there's just the right amount of awkward
and today
you accidently called me baby

are you mine?
are you mine?
'cause i stay here all the time
watching tele, drinking wine
who'd of known?
who'd of known?
when you'd flash up on my phone
i'd no longer feel alone
no longer feel alone

let's just stay
let's just stay
i wanna lie in bed all day
we'll be laughing all the way
told your friends
they all know we exist
but we're taking it slow
now let's just see how we go
now let's just see how we go

let's just stay
let's just stay
i wanna lie in bed all day
we'll be laughing all the way
told your friends
they all know we exist
but we're taking it slow
now let's just see how we go
now let's just see how we go

famous?

today i was introduced to someone as:
"this is giulia. she lives at the famous 8th street house."

i can't decide if this is a good or bad thing.

i'm going to lean toward good.
i do enjoy my house and my friends that hang out here.

“We live in a wonderful world that is full of beauty, charm and adventure. There is no end to the adventures that we can have if only we seek them with our eyes open.”
-Jawaharlal Nehru

responsibilities suck.
i wish i could get rid of all my bills, quit work, travel the world and have fun!

the second saddest day of my life...so far.

adam and chance left this morning.
we all went to breakfast and then to the airport to say goodbye.
other than dealing with the death of my dad, this had to be one of the hardest things i've had to deal with.
i know i'm probably taking this harder than i should be, but i can't help it.
adam is one of my best friends. i love him to death, and the thought of not having him or chance around for a long time...well it just sucks.
i am happy for them though. i know they're going to have an amazing time.
i wish i could be there with them.


i love you guys.
please be safe.

hawaii is lucky.

i don't think you realize how much i'm going to miss you.

my life

dear friends, shit talkers and everyone else...

i want to let you all know that i love my life. see me how you will, i'm not going to change and i'm happy with who i am.
don't call me a slut, or something along the lines of a slut, just because i have a lot of guy friends and am really close with a few.
don't judge my friends. i've learned to surround myself only with people who bring out the best in me. we all have our flaws, but there's a reason i'm friends with them and not friends with people like you.
my friends out here are some of the best friends i've ever had. they make me the happiest i've ever been. they are the realest toward me than anyone i've ever met.
i'm happy here and if you're not one of the people i'm referring to above, i really don't care what you think.
i think i'll stay this way for a while.

sincerely,
me


and since i'm talking about good friends...

yesterday i was asked something that is probably one of the nicest things a friend could ever ask. i was talking about how when the boys get back from their hawaii/new zealand adventure i want to see them the day the return, and out of the blue adam asks me something along the lines of "when you get married, since you don't have your dad to walk you down the aisle, can i walk you down the aisle and give you away? ...as long as the guy isn't a douchebag."
it may sound weird, but i think that would be amazing.
i can't think of a better person to take that spot.